12.29.2014

I am worth it. I am worth it. I am worth it. I am worth it. I am worth it.
"... the idea that each of my partners must be someone I love, care about and want to spend the rest of my life with, has gone from an idealistic notion to a fictitious inability." 


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12.23.2014

Happy Yet

You have achieved a lot this year and yet sometimes it feels like they don't matter because the goal you've had for longer still remains unchecked. You make vision boards. You take 5 minutes off your day to visualise what you want. You make a playlist of happy songs on Spotify to listen to in the car on your way to work every day in the hopes that it rubs off on your and the universe will respond...to no avail. Every year you sit in bed and cry alone as you watch the same movie, vowing angrily that the next will be different. It will happen. You promise to yourself. You go out looking for love (whatever that is really, some kind of semblance to it) and end up in a dead end fling or the evening's entertainment.
You learned a new word in Norwegian: jeg taper. I lose. 

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