When he wore that tank top underneath I literally wanted to PENGSAN!!


New Year

All I really wished for was to feel wanted to New Year's Day. But do I get it no because I'm not an asshole type of friend. 

I guess I could look at this another way: they come and go but cherish your friends who are here to stay. 

AHHHH fuck it. I'm so upset. I was so fucking excited. It never came to fruition. I'm just functioning with no excitement. I feel restless, I need to be reckless. I tell myself not to cry because it's nothing worth crying over. 

I need to stop whining and gain some fucking confidence and conversation.