9.16.2015

Too much

I've always been "not enough". Not communicative enough, not informing enough, not intimate enough, not open enough...and like every constructive criticism I receive, I accept and try to work on it.

And now I'm "too much". Overwhelming. Suffocating. Irritating?

Of course you should never listen to everything other people say, and I'm the type to not listen to feedback from people I don't care about. But I care about you, and I want to be my best self; for you, for us. 

You eat at me for not telling you everything. Now you eat at me for demanding too much. 

I'm tired, I'm tired. I just want to be enough. As I am. Just like this. I AM enough. 

We accept the love we think we deserve.

I love you. And I hope that's enough for you.

9.06.2015

I can't wait to wake up beside you every morning and shower you with kisses. 

That's how much I miss you.